Dear Mat,
I shed a tear and sent it your way
To convey what words wont say
I miss you more each passing day
The only downside of being with you is that I can't express my worst fears and discontentment with you. If I can't do that with you, I can't do that with anyone. In doing so, the fight within tires me out, because I have to fight myself off each day. I have to silence my own screams. Do you know how hard it is? I can talk to you of rosy things but when it gets down to tears, I am all alone without you. I can't tell you of the pain you cause me. How is that fair? You always know everything then why can't you feel what lies beneathe my silence. Sometimes, you can be so cruel. It is truly amazing the colours you have in you.
Walking down the hallway, there he was deep in conversation, oblivious to my roving eye. The eye that rests upon him to take a silent peek, setting my fears allay. Seeking an assurance that he may not be here but at least he is there, somewhere out there.
I shed a tear and sent it your way
To convey what words wont say
I miss you more each passing day
The only downside of being with you is that I can't express my worst fears and discontentment with you. If I can't do that with you, I can't do that with anyone. In doing so, the fight within tires me out, because I have to fight myself off each day. I have to silence my own screams. Do you know how hard it is? I can talk to you of rosy things but when it gets down to tears, I am all alone without you. I can't tell you of the pain you cause me. How is that fair? You always know everything then why can't you feel what lies beneathe my silence. Sometimes, you can be so cruel. It is truly amazing the colours you have in you.
Walking down the hallway, there he was deep in conversation, oblivious to my roving eye. The eye that rests upon him to take a silent peek, setting my fears allay. Seeking an assurance that he may not be here but at least he is there, somewhere out there.
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