Mat and I haven't talked in, well almost two days. I had a lot of work on my hands today.So I had to sit back late today. I went down a little before 6:00 PM to loosen up my stretched nerves. I sat on the same pavement but a little farther away from the spot he occupies usually for his smoke at 6:00 ish. The place is huddled away from the main entrance and relatively private.I dont know when mat came down and sat on his usual spot because my back was turned away. When I finally did turn around AA was on his way out. So I got up to meet him and we had a quick chat. I was on the steps when I got mat's message asking me why I was sitting outside all sad. I dont know how he manages an assessment without being in close proximity. Of course my self respect did not permit me to admit that I was sad indeed; I was missing him! So I steered the conversation away. We talked for a while and then he disappeared as usual. Almost an hour and a half into the silence I got his message again. I had reached home by then. It was a little over 9:00 pm. We kept talking and we felt like seeing each other there and then. Mat suggested that we meet on Saturday evening. We will decided on the details tomorrow. I am so happy! :) The last time we met was on Sat, 22nd Oct 2011...its been so long and we will meet exactly seven months after our last meeting.
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