Peepholes

I spent the entire weekend in bed. Just got out to wash up and eat a bit. It rained constantly. It was the wheather of his liking. I squashed the urge to talk to mat constantly and was almost successful until this morning.

Numb

I have been numb for the last several weeks now. I was finding it impossible to write at all. Mat finally shifted to the dreadful Iphone so for him vanishing has become easier. He has been overly consumed with work. We seldom talk.