Glitch free

I decided to go to the office today. I had some work piled up due to early packup on Thursday and Friday's leave. Plus it was meeting day today; Mat :). At the last minute, I changed my mind because the office area was cordoned off and it was deserted. So I roamed around in Super. Mat was very prompt today. He left around 5:45ish PM and reached around 6:15ish PM. I was waiting in Book Town, next to Nandos browsing through magazines.

Early Pack-up

We got off at 3:00 PM today. The situation was getting precarious so we were told to pack up. Thankfully, Mat got off too! which is unheard of. So he suggested we meet today in the evening. I silently jumped in glee when he suggested it. I went home and started getting ready until after 6:00 he cancelled AGAIN! The car was not available and chances were that it wont be for quite sometime. His brother had it and he was stuck in pindi. We decided to meet the following day :(

Grape green shirt

I wore this grape green printed shirt with a turqoise choori dar today. It was one of those rare shirts from my wardrobe which was an exact fit. Otherwise, it was a fairly simple ensemble. So I dont know what triggered mat to dote on me that i looked lovely...and then I found out; it was the immaculate fitting. Such a naughty bloke. He makes my heart flutter even when all seems dismal. So as he went on and on on bbm, he said he wished he had met me 10 years ago; an emotional acknowledgement in his own words. Reminds me how when we befriended each other, he would ask me why he hadn't met me 6 years ago; the same time around which we got married - to separate people. Now after a year he asks the same question.

Not a day goes by when I dont wish the same wish Mat. Every single day, when I think of you, I ask myself about all the could have beens of life. I cringe, I weep for you are my great one. I would give anything to walk that missed u-turn of life that leads to you.

The insignificant "me"

Mat and I were supposed to meet today. I was very happy and excited about the chance to see him. Who knew he would ditch me the 7th time. I left for F-6 around 6:30 since he was to pick me around 8:00 PM. I wandered for sometime until I settled for reading a Nancy Drew book at a book store. I spent a good about half an hour there. Then I left off to buy a data cable and stayed there browsing through DVDs. I pinged him at around a little before 8:00 PM. I waited and waited and waited but received no reply.