CV

I spent half of my day at work redoing mat's CV. He wants to apply to Telenor for a job. I finished before 6:00 PM. He had a call at 6:00 PM. He was sitting upstairs in the conference room, dressed in his gray shirt and black trousers, with medium stubble. My favourite look of his. As I peeked through the door, telling him about his CV, I felt so weak in the knees. A rush of excitement and nervousness that I always feel when I am with him. As I said goodbye, he took this long animated look at me with a smile. As I headed down, I realized, if there is a day when I cant see him or talk to him, how crazily I will miss him. The realization made me teary. All the way home, I had glassy eyes, wondering how we would be as time passes by. He is here and yet I miss him. When and if he isn't, how miserable will it be? How much more? I miss him because I am scared of the day I will actually start missing him.