I was wanting to ask Mat today, that since our last plan went belly up, perhaps he could make time to see me on Friday. I guess I was in luck today. I was downstairs at packup time and he came down for a smoke. Just as I had entered the van, he asked me what my plans were today. I was caught off guard today. I had wrapped up my work earlier than usual and didnt need to sit late so I decided to go home. So he hurriedly checked if his car was available and it was! so I decided to stay back :) that earned me a kiss from matty :), he drives me mad with the thought of it! He was busy attending his call and I worked on my stuff. After 7:45 PM I kept my fingers crossed because that is usually the time when I receive news that our plan to meet has been foiled. Thankfully nothing happened.
Mat went to drop his bro and on his way back he called me up and asked me to come down. I walked past our building, and slipped into his car infront of the NesPak building. We are so upto the brim with gossip mongers in the office, that I was very offended and wore a devil may care attitude today. We headed straight to haunted hill. As we headed for the lawns, Mat said "Hamara bench kahan hai?" that made me smile secretly. We had cappacino and we talked. Time was short so we got up at 9:00 PM. I was so nervous as we headed out. I was asking myself, what if he got close? What if he tried to kiss me? As we settled in the car, I arranged my bag in my lap whilst he fastened the seat belt. He made no move. As we headed out to Margallah, he asked me If I had a hidden agenda? To which I said no and yes, yes and no :), cuz mat said he had a hidden agenda as one of his hands were free. Thats when I grabbed his left hand in mine. It felt so amazing. The feel of his strength around me driving me crazy as he squeezed and released my hand passionately. We kept fumbling with each other hands. He dragged it towards his lap to rest it THERE! and I grabbed our hands to rest them in my lap and then he would move them about naughtily. I was so nervous and so shy and blushing! All the while, I was craving to be in his arms and kiss him passionately. I dont know how many times we grabbed each others hand and kissed it repeatedly. I can never forget how he holds and feels my hand. Its a meaninful and pressing embrace around mine. Totally consuming. He then squeezes and releases it with a silent passion; seldom ceasing that motion, that I feel deeply inside me. Then he brings it close to him and kisses it deeply and repeatedly, placing it back in his lap or mine, and all the while when he is kissing my hand, I see a dark shadow riding his face, meaningful, deep and silent. At that moment I feel it vehemently that he is thinking something, he never says. It is a look of wistful envy and if it really is what it is, it sends daggers down my heart and makes me teary because that wistful silence fills up my senses completely. While I witness that look on his face, he doesnt seem to notice that I am looking, he is in a whirlwind or his own thoughts, impervious to me eyeing him. This crazy private emotion is draining and heart wrenching. Mat I am falling harder now.
As we got closer to home, we kept toying with each other playfully. Mat asked me to remove my bag from my lap as it was "hinderance to his plans" :) so I removed it. and then I crossed my legs to tease him even more. He finally made his way to my legs. Caressing them on the sides. How that put me on fire. It was nerve wracking and I dared not say anything. I wanted to feel him so badly around me and kiss him forever. As we headed towards my street, I hurriedly kisssed his hand for a quick bye bye.
Mat went to drop his bro and on his way back he called me up and asked me to come down. I walked past our building, and slipped into his car infront of the NesPak building. We are so upto the brim with gossip mongers in the office, that I was very offended and wore a devil may care attitude today. We headed straight to haunted hill. As we headed for the lawns, Mat said "Hamara bench kahan hai?" that made me smile secretly. We had cappacino and we talked. Time was short so we got up at 9:00 PM. I was so nervous as we headed out. I was asking myself, what if he got close? What if he tried to kiss me? As we settled in the car, I arranged my bag in my lap whilst he fastened the seat belt. He made no move. As we headed out to Margallah, he asked me If I had a hidden agenda? To which I said no and yes, yes and no :), cuz mat said he had a hidden agenda as one of his hands were free. Thats when I grabbed his left hand in mine. It felt so amazing. The feel of his strength around me driving me crazy as he squeezed and released my hand passionately. We kept fumbling with each other hands. He dragged it towards his lap to rest it THERE! and I grabbed our hands to rest them in my lap and then he would move them about naughtily. I was so nervous and so shy and blushing! All the while, I was craving to be in his arms and kiss him passionately. I dont know how many times we grabbed each others hand and kissed it repeatedly. I can never forget how he holds and feels my hand. Its a meaninful and pressing embrace around mine. Totally consuming. He then squeezes and releases it with a silent passion; seldom ceasing that motion, that I feel deeply inside me. Then he brings it close to him and kisses it deeply and repeatedly, placing it back in his lap or mine, and all the while when he is kissing my hand, I see a dark shadow riding his face, meaningful, deep and silent. At that moment I feel it vehemently that he is thinking something, he never says. It is a look of wistful envy and if it really is what it is, it sends daggers down my heart and makes me teary because that wistful silence fills up my senses completely. While I witness that look on his face, he doesnt seem to notice that I am looking, he is in a whirlwind or his own thoughts, impervious to me eyeing him. This crazy private emotion is draining and heart wrenching. Mat I am falling harder now.
As we got closer to home, we kept toying with each other playfully. Mat asked me to remove my bag from my lap as it was "hinderance to his plans" :) so I removed it. and then I crossed my legs to tease him even more. He finally made his way to my legs. Caressing them on the sides. How that put me on fire. It was nerve wracking and I dared not say anything. I wanted to feel him so badly around me and kiss him forever. As we headed towards my street, I hurriedly kisssed his hand for a quick bye bye.
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