Lull

Today was the second day of silence. Not a word! I cowardly took a peak from the blinds at 5:55 pm today. No sign of mat. I did it again at 6:10 pm and still no sign of him. I left work at 8:00 pm, wishing he would be down or I would run into him. Feverishly completed the Task Builder. Somehow, I have a feeling that Mat didn't come to work today. I signed in to gtalk and he was not there. I am itching to talk to him but I must try to restrain. The wheather is wonderful today and I feel like being with him. It was wonderful when we first met and even more wonderful at our last meeting. It was nippy and it drizzled. We hid our bags under the table @ haunted hill. His cigaretts ended up in my bag. I secretly collected butts of all the cigarettes we shared that day. I still have them and his cigarette box with one dunhill light in it. I still have every memory of each day; as bright and vivid as the morning sun. I miss you.