I have known this for a few days now but I am taking the big leap today. I cannot be with you anymore. I feel at peace with my decision but I also know that many new decisions await me in the days to come. Decisions that will shape me up for better or for worse. In the past 5 months, I have tried to look past everything, I have wanted to feel something. There has been nothing except for silence. I am scared and empty. I wish I could roll back time to take a different route. I know you will be fine. As for me, I can see something stormy brewing outside; beautiful, consuming and enticing. How much more will I wheather?
